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Thought truffles and ponderings of an eclectic, creative soul …

Stappin’ myself in. Tight.

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While you, dear reader, may be wondering if I ran off and joined the circus … I can assure you, I didn’t. But that also doesn’t mean I don’t feel as though I have been at the circus! ;-)

Truthfully, I’ve been recovering from the busyness of the month of May as well as in the midst of miscellany and ponderings during the (now ended) month of June. I have several titles and the beginnings of posts … Just not much published. Yet.

So many things have changed since I posted regularly. Changes that demanded I honor my promise to myself to “Disappear and See the Color“… Which I did.

And now … I am ready to roll!

It is difficult to resume once life shifts in such a permanent manner.

Because change is demanding. It requires absolute commitment — to stop leaving a trail of bread crumbs (due to fear of needing to find your way back to where you started).

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To cut the ropes (should’s, regrets and disappointments) which prevent your flight into the stars.  But …

Resume I will!

I will overcome the indifference I have regarding “patiently tweaking” in order to adjust my focus. I will do what I am able to do in the midst of physical challenges. (And I will continue to accept what I cannot … )

And I hope you will join me on this next leg of creative adventures!

I have taken my seat on the roller coaster ride of creative change; I am strapped in. Tight! ;-)

That butterfly feeling stirs within me as I somewhat nervously endure the wait of merging my online activities and compile my creative strategic plan. (Even as I almost pant just to catch my breath.)

Did I mention my heart is pounding in my chest?

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One does not discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a very long time.

~André Gide

Written by stargardener

June 29, 2009 at 10:41 pm

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